It appears that I am burning some bridges. I'm not sure why and it makes me feel yucky. So it STOPS now! The two bridges I have burned will stay charred, I'm sure. But I refuse to burn any more. It's not me, it's not the person I want to be. No more. It's an unattractive quality that I simply do not want to possess.
We are all responsible for our own actions, and I take the responsibility that I deserve. I won't dwell on it, I won't further worry about it. But I won't do it again.